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Into The Receiver"Into the Receiver"
3 weeks since my life has frayed
hanging still if you had stayed
on the phone you're so close by
but phonecalls end.. to sleep..i cried..
My heart sank..when i heard that click
that disconnected me...from you
cut me off... i'm sick
sick without you i need you here
emptied now i dissapear...
Dream you hold me...dreams you're near
wake up-- again... and left in fear...
fear i'm lonely.. i'm alone
need you badly..please come home..
eyes are dry..
I cannot cry...
tell me why...
time won't fly by...
Want to hide. hide away
hide no seek...hide for days..
can't stop thinking...can't think straight
can't think clearly i cannot wait...
Don't hang up...how short our calls...
Hang behind this stupid wall.
Let me in.. let you out..
Sit tight again... sit and pout.
Sitting here drowned in pain..
blankly now.. eyes so strained.
Feeling sad...sadness stays...
Scream at the wall... scream in daze.
giving up... i start to weap...
and cry myself to dreamless sleep
Off The BridgeWith this jump my pain will end,
I have no life, one single friend...
" Off the Bridge "
My lonliness is rotting me.. --------------------------------
This little jump will set me free.. | | | | | | | | | | | | | |
RevokedBitter feelings bled to me
Revoke your feelings, tend to me
Trying as you softly spoke
to tie the strings I harshly broke
I look at you, a transfixed stare
I breathe you in with stale air
You reach for me to take control
body, feelings, heart & soul..
At my touch, feel needles and pins
As strings came ripping through your skin
I grin at you, you scream at me "No!"
You back away, and let me go
You lost control, you wonder how
WE CONTROL EACHOTHER NOW
You look at me, same transfixed stare
while tears interrupt your betrayed like glare
"I'm sorry..." i say with a sigh
"I love you.." you say through frightened cries.
You mend my heart, your heart I stole
YOU'RE the one I NOW control
And if this feeling should somehow end
my strings will forever fray again
StringsMy throat is throbbing
I try to speak
nothing comes out
tears fall in and streak
i'm mute for the moment
but only by sound
the thoughts in my head can't make it outloud
As the strings from my hands and my mouth
snap one by one
I'm let off your leash
for what I have done
As the last thin line snaps
I fall to the floor
My puppet master, I need you
you trust me no more
I can't move without you
I can't move my mouth
I can't tell you I love you
it just can't come out
I wish you could listen
with your heart not your ears
and reattach my strings
and chase away my fears
but I guess that can't happen
I left you in pain
what can I do to get you
to trust me again
I CAN live without you
pulling my strings
But it'd be like a bird
trying to fly without
You can't understand me
if you're too far away
If I hurt you before
I guess I should pay
Tairyfales "Teri Fails"Once upon a time…
I made a noose from a beanstalk vine.
Jumped from 'The House that jack built' from the rafters
And still lived miserably ever after.
So I made this guy Jack a deal,
And said I wouldn't squeal.
About him screwing around on Jill.
If he'd throw me down that hill.
I broke into old mother Hubbard's
Drank all the bleach in her cupboards.
Held my wrist to the butcher, jumped in the oven at the baker's,
Doused myself in gasoline at the candlestick maker's.
5 minutes late to get hit by 'The little Engine that Could"
But he said if he saw me tomorrow-- he would.
Tried to run away with the dish and the spoon.
But 3 is a crowd and they said there's no room.
I cut Bo Peep open, no sugar and spice.
Told Miss Muffet to stuff it, and now there's 4 blind mice.
Hickory dickory doc, the mouse can't find the clock.
And happily ever after was always a crock.
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